Motherhood

I've been thinking a lot about motherhood lately. I have taught a few lessons in my Young Women's class about it recently and it has really got me thinking about the joy of motherhood. The world really tries to make us think that staying home and being a mother is an unimportant, boring, and unfulfilling job. Before I became a mother, I felt a little that way. I thought about how much I was sacrificing to become a mom (not only the sacrifices of my freedom, but also of my body). But now I can see the blessings that have started to come. Not only am I beginning to understand the role of a mother better, but I am proud to be a mother. This may sound weird, but I feel like Benson gives me self-confidence. He is so dependent on me, that it makes me feel important and loved. And no matter what I do, Benson still loves me! The other day I asked Rich if he ever wished he could be the one who stayed home with Benson all day. He said yes, and then asked me if I ever wish I could be the 'breadwinner'. It was so easy for me to say NO! Yes, being a mother is the most challenging thing I have ever done. And yes, I wish I could take a break from it every once in a while. But it is also the most rewarding thing, and I wouldn't trade it for the world. I am just so thankful I have a husband who supports me and is willing to work so hard so that I can stay home with Benson. I feel so lucky to be a woman!